3 months missing you...

Tomorrow Brennan would have been 3 months old. Last night when we were having supper Brian said "what would Brennan have been doing right now?" We thought of a few things then the conversation changed to something else... Although we still REALLY miss Brennan, he is more of a bittersweet conversation then a raw painful feeling... I'm not sure if that really makes sense ~ I'm not too good at forming words out of my feelings. He is a HUGE part of our life and it is still such a sad part ~ but the 'bad' days are less, the crying doesn't last as long as it used to and the crying isn't quite as painful. I guess time is moving on and our hearts our healing. It kind of feels like we were in a huge valley and now we are slowly climbing up the mountain ~ we still see a huge climb ahead of us but we can also look down into the valley and see how far we have come. God is and has been good.